Tuesday, November 29, 2005

hey hey.. had an interesting day in yishun yez..
was supposed to go teach si's cousin tuition..
act planned to review her assignments n exam papers
go thru txtbk qn n ten yr series



budden???
she gt nothing..
apparently, she left all her things in her sch's locker
n she din buy any 10yr series..



so, in e end, i jz asked her wad topics she was taught
n wad were her weakest topic
i also managed to browse thru her past assignments



to my surprise,
her assignments were damn welll done la!
full marks for most of her assignments!!!
n her other subbjects' grades were A's n B's lorz
except for amath
which is damn li hai la!



si told mi she wanted tuition
i bet itz bcos her every other sub were so well done except for dis 1
so can imagine..
her desperate need to improve amath
so dat her result slip looks good



in e end, i jz qn her a few things n dats it..
had to leave
cos realli nth to do!!!
haha..
i asked her whether she practiced b4 she go for her exams
n she said "no",
which i bet is e real cause for her bad results for amath
so basically, my opinion of her is dat
she needed more pratices n dats dat..
damn smart, onli a bi lazy
always giv mi e sha smile when i ask her things..
*cute *innocent



oh! she's also in e badminton team,
jz lyk her cousin, si..
so qiao..
i bet she took si as her role model man!!



tired after travelling for so long..
budden quite nice
cos onli visited yishun lyk twice or thrice in my lifetime so far..



so, basically, she gt nth to start with
hence, i gotta plan my lesson well
cos dun wanna seem to stupid
showing her dat im a lousy tutor..
tough~



yez night been looking thru my txtbk
revising my amath topic..
itz lyk so many yrs le la..
dotz..
budden, i hav e confidence to overcome everything!!
bless mi~



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Sunday, November 27, 2005

today, im back in tampines..
lotsa things to do..
have to do hsework
buy medicine for my grandpa



n i jz found out my mailbox password..
havnt been accessing it ever since i sign up for starhub mobile..
i din care too..
i mean if they realli wanna find mi, they shld call at another time baz..



luckily tmr gg out..
gg tanjong pagar dat side
with val
gg to play some board games thingy..
oh!
tmr tuition start le..
cos samatha, si's cousin, joined some sch activities.
so fri nt free
had to change to tmr evening 3-5



yupz yupz..
so excited abt having my 1st session with her
dunno wad to do le..
mz try to find out how badly her grades were
budden si said she onli fail amaths by a bit..
so wont be so tough baz.. :)
mz find out which topic she's weak at..
den try to help her slowly baz..
i think should hav hol assignment..
can complete those 1st..



hmmm..
i guess it won't b so diff to teach after all..
bt mz prepare wad to teach for every lesson with her..
so 1st step mz get to know her more!!!
can find out from si too
though she seem so nt sure wad her cousin's lyk..



budden, im nt sure abt my cousin's life too..
hehe :)
onli see them during family gathering..
n work cos i used to work in the airport with 1 of my cousins
haiz..
dun realli lyk e idea of nt knowing ur kins
after all, their e ones closest to ya..



budden, ever since grandma is sick,
everyone seems to united all of e sudden
everyone keeps asking each other's well being whenever they rem to do so..
big aunt will call every night after she knock off
to chat with grandma
sweet :)



think im a family person baz..
sometimes damn lazy to go out..
jz wanna stay at home n watch tv, go online..
hated e idea of gg out esp when i've a gd show to catch!!!
haha :P
im a TV fanatic..
bleah :P



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Saturday, November 26, 2005

today i almost gt a shock from mama..
her right eye was red n blur..
itz lyk e symptoms she had for her left eye few mths back la!
so scary..



rushed down to SNEC at ard 12
cos was too tired yez night..
slept till 11 dis morning..
mama thought itz nth, so din bother to wake mi up!!!
in the end, no doc were left at e eye centre



walked all e way to A&E dept at block 1 of sgh
damn a long walk
esp for mama cos her legs are in pain, still



i realli scold her all e way as we walk to A&E
realli dunno how to make her come to her senses man!
i mean last time also like dat..
thought her left eye's vision blurring is nth
so nv do anything abt it..
den as it gt worse, den go polyclinic to see doc
gt a referral letter from polyclinic
bt too late
e date scheduled hasn't arrived, her left eye's cornea had already tore



realli dunno when mama's gg to learn her lesson..
everything also wait..
den until when everything gets worse,
she'll start to complain
regretting dat she din take any actions earlier
reprimanding herself for having such sickness..
always lyk a vicious cycle



dis morning also yk dat..
when we went to A&E
kept complaining dat if she had woke mi up earlier,
can go find her doc, Dr Lim Li
den dun hav to go A&E
reg fee is $80!!
so ex la! budden dis kind of money is unavoidable..



haiz.. waited until lyk hell la..
from 11+ to 5+ b4 we can go home



in e end, e problem lies in her eyelashes n cataract
1 of her eyelashes was growing inwards la
so kept rubbing against her eye causing her eye irritation = eye's red
den vision blur bcos gt a bit of cataract
bt nt so serious until an immediate op is needed
cataract = old pple's sickness



scared e hell out of mi manz
she already lost e vision of 1 eye
n was complaining abt dying n causing trouble to us n not able to b a gd mother n everything
if she lose e other eye's vision temporarily,
i dunno wads gg to happen to her, n more imptly, MI!



cos she's literally lyk a fallen builiding la!
waiting for everyone else to pick up and reassemble her so dat she can carry on with life



i mean i shld b more sensitive to her feelings, esp right now, when she felt so useless n disabled
BUDDEN..
itz easier to say it dan do it!
she has her own diff n i hav my own challenges..
everyone has his own life to live!! n challenges to overcome



if mama's sick, she's nt e onli 1 feeling terrible!
every other pple who's her kin r also feeling e same!
y cant she jz change her concept of her life n get over it?



basically mama is imagining herself as e lead of a very pitiful story
lyk e girl who sells matches n died in e cold..
i mean there are so many pple out dere who r far worse dan her
african kids dying of hunger at a young age,
pple contracting terminal illness.. etc



i realli dunno wad to say to her..
she's so pessimistic n worse
she expect EVERYONE to feel e same as her..
to affirm dat pathethic n pitiful story of hers..
i realli whish someone can jz make her wake up to her senses
n stop worrying for stupid things
n making all of us, esp mi, so tired n exhausted, having to entertain her pessimistic thoughts
n reassuring her dat e situation isn't as bad as she thought..




there's a limit to how much other pple can help her to regain her confidence..
onli she n she alone can help her to stop dwelling on spilt milk
stand up and fight against her illness again!!!



i dont expect mama to be happily enjoying life
ya noe wad i mean..
i jz wish she can hav the fighting spirit..
not to say die b4 the result is out yet..
e doc already said we can onli now whether her eye has recovered until 2mth l8r..
no one knows whether she'll recover by dat time
bt derez always a possibility..
i dun wan a mother who surrenders b4 she even put up a gd fight



i jz wish she can be a mother whom i respect n a role model whom i can learn
not to accept defeat when nth is confirmed yet



if she cont to believe dat she's realli e most pitiful person in e whole wide world,
n making mi to pacify her after she started to worry for new things
i realli dunno how much longer i can hold on
cos right now derez onli mi n grandma in e hse who would listen to her woes
im on hols n grandma is always at home with her..



if she carry on like dis
i think im gg to die earlier than her man!!!



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Thursday, November 24, 2005

yez i was quite busy la..
gt a call from samatha's mum (wensi's aunt)
starting to teach wensi's cousin nxt week..
gave many directions to go to her hse le..
budden seems very complicated.. haha
i think i should b fine ba..
e very worst, i'll ask pple to help mi if im lost lorz..



den i found out e worst thing..
i was suppose to giv her tuition on nxt fri too..
in e afternoon
n it clashes with mama's medical checkup @ sgh



luckily meimei end sch at 1pm
i think i shld b able to bring mama go hospital
den meimei can fetch them home to boon lay..
shld b possible baz..



act i tried calling samantha le
bt she's nt in at dis time..
so nt to worry..



im suppose to giv intensive tuition to her for 1 mth
cos si's parents damn worried abt her
cos she failed her amath by a bit..
budden u c, they've planned their holiday way b4 hand
n wensi can't teach her..
so they gt mi to teach..
haha
damn long since ive touched maths le lorz..
n i dunno how to teach too..
i mean sec 3 le..
dats lyk yrs ago..
in my memory, i dunno how far did i study for amath..
think gonna start with her test papers 1st baz..



quite excited abt e tuition.. nv see si's cousin n her aunt b4
bt the aunt sounds very nice..
so, hope all e bez to mi lorz..



den gt another call in e late evening..
itz from some fuji xerox company..
asking pple to join for a board game competition
gt cash prizes n stuff
will b playing board games lyk monopoly, teaching pple how to manage their wealth
dunno wad e hell is dat
i mean xerox company having such wealth management games??
cant imagine
bt e woman who called seem very cham
told mi she has 4000+ calls to make
n many of them rej her bcos of e 'board game' idea is super unattractive
so i pitied her n said i'll go for it la..
i mean itz always nice to noe more pple..
esp e managers of some big company right?
gt val to go with mi..
i mean she volunteered to go with mi
when i asked her whether she received e same call from dis woman



so, yupz..
will b gg to e company nxt mon 10am
10am!!!
damn bloody early la..
hav to meet val at 930 at tanjong pagar
she gave mi an add..
bt i doubt i'll find it very soon..
i mean there r so many companies at tanjong pagar la!
dats e biz district area!!!



hope i can win some cash prizes..
cos i dun think any souls will b gg dere
hahaz..
den i can win all e prizes home!!!
wonder hw much they're giving??
den after dat can go to some ex restaurants n enjoy lunch!!
super great idea
woahaha.. *evil* ~ *grin*
i jz cant wait to go grab those prizes!!!



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Tuesday, November 22, 2005

today still at my hse..
dunno y
e tv programmes kept pleading mi to stay to watch them!!
arh!!
i cant help it!
super nice!!!
alll e show damn nice la!
esp e 9pm on channel 56
itz abt dis cop who is damn clever bt gt asthma!
can u imagine he'll get asthma attack while running after a thief???
haha..
damn funny
bt he's damn comical la!
always use stupid tricks to find e murderer.. very nice~~



den yez wensi ask mi to giv tuition to her cousin..
cos she failed her amath..
quite a gd news..
budden ive nv given any tuition b4..
dunno wad to plan for e 1st session..
starting nxt wk ba..
cos i bet her cousin wanna play 1st b4 gg for intensive tuition with mi..



niwae, some of my frens gg abroad
wensi gg to australia (melbourne, sydney & dunno wad)
hoiman gg on cruise to m'sia
n i forgt who's gg abroad too..
i bet yanying's gg abroad too lorz..
she's duper rich la~
always go mohammad sultan dat side to club de..



haiz... left mi n some other frens still stranded in spore!!!
den chuiyi wanna go batam to visit chris.. :)
dat was wad we planned when we were in j2 lorz..
cos dat time, which i cant rem when
onli chuiyi n i went to batam to chris hse



rem dat time we still c wong mei lin in e cruise centre??
haha..
almost din catch her, until chuiyi pointed out to us dat she's here!!



niwae, i think dis time round, val shld b gg with chuiyi
cos since dat time she din manage to get her parents' approval,
i bet she's gonna go dis time!!
haha..
still 3 pple onli.. like last time..
how i wish i could go too..
budden i need to earn money
cos mama quite scared we gt no money
since both mi n meimei need lotsa money for our studies
uni + poly edu fees damn high la!
although we gt loan frm bank n use papa's cpf
she's still worried dat we cant cope with e repaying part after we graduate..



mama always like dat..
worry dis worry dat..
den make us all so tired!!!
cos we hav to explain e situation to her
n reassure her dat her worries r redundant..
if she worried too much, she cant slp thru e night..
den itz like a vicious cycle..
everyday will keep complaining she cant slp well, keep worrying for us n everything..
haiz..
although dis is expected cos she's sick n feel she din take enuff care of us
BUDDEN..
itz still damn tiring n irritating to c her worry for even e smallest teeny weeny things!!!
itz both tiring for her n mi lorz!!!
haiz..
i bet e situation will onli improve if her eyes hav recovered..
bt i wonder when it will recover
cos e doc says mz wait for another 1-2mth..



luckily im nt schooling anymore @ dis time..
itz damn tiring for mi esp when i hav exams n classes n proj
n mz take her to e doc
n mz listen to her complaints
n mz explain how things r nt dat bad as she thought



dat time, it seem lyk i can jz collapse!
cos i din realli hav e time to study..
n she jz kept "disturbing" mi with her worries..
arh..



luckily, which i dunno how, i jz managed to pull thru..
thanks to ser
cos everyday we'll jz keep encouraging each other to mug!
to hold on, to persevere..
everyday we're lyk counting down e chapters dat we're left..
budden e chap nv seem to decrease.. haha :)
luck mi dat i've such great frens..
if nt i sure die..
thanks guys!!!



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Monday, November 21, 2005

today jz saw dis new jap show, abt volleyball
super nice..
itz abt dis little girl kena selected to go for training for e national team
den gt dis super bian tai de coach who like to train pple until they're damn tired
i saw e way they train itz realli damn tiring la!



i like dis kind of show, which shows how a person grow to bcome more mature n more lihai
like PRIDE! n slam dunk n hikaru in e chess thingy..
i like
super nice!



den wanted to plan a gathering for e 4O pple
budden hoiman gotta work..
however, they have shifts
so if we're lucky dat hoiman gt morning shift,
we can go for dinner
cos most of us r available in e evening
cos still schooling maz..



i reali wanted to go out with them
cos itz realli been a long time since ive met them



i still rem e last time we were together was at marina south
where we went for steamboat..
den we kena cheated by yanying
cos she say we mz excercise after we ate so much stuff
den we started walking from e steamboat place to e mrt!!!
it was so dark n so far!!
we keep encouraging ourselves dat e mrt is very near le
bt no matter how hard we try, we're still walking n walking
jaywalking too.. across big streets
haha..
luckily we gt some sense of direction..
in e end, we finally reached e mrt station after like mayb 30mins??
i cant rem clearly..
but itz def a super damn long walk! :)
funny us..



i reali enjoyed doing silly things with u guys again!
my 9haz pple r more decent,
i mean they won't come up with super embarassed de things to do..
except when im with esther..
we always come up with stupid things to do de.. :p
being with them iz wen xin
bt being with e 4O pple is funny la!
esp sk! she's e lamest person ive ever seen la!
bt recently, due to her exposure ti her nyp pple,
she's getting more confident of herself le..
damn great to c her mature n hav more self-esteem..
all e way, sk!



niwae, hoiman promised to contact mi of her latest updates..
cant wait to go out with u guys n hav fun!!!



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yez was damn happi la..
we managed to celebrate wensi's bdae after all
cos at first we were camping outside her hse, inside e gate
den we heard a bad news!
she din bring her keys back
cos esther told her dat she's gg to bring her out to somewhere else
n dat they were suppose to meet at her doorstep b4 gg to somewhere else
bt e fact is
we're gg to celebrate in her hse!!!
bloody hell..
at dat moment, we really thought we're gg to shift to somewhere else!!!



den we started entertaining ourselves with e water, titbits (as we're too hungry!!)
n we started taking photos..
den someone, which i can't rem who, suggests whether e neighbours will call e police to arrest us


cos we're trespassing si's hse! lol
she nv lock her gate, so we jz went in n wait at her doorstep..
literally at her doorstep, nt outside e gate!!! :)



den i called esther to tell her to go back to her parents'
n get e keys to her hse..



den finally, esther n amos appeared..
followed shortly by wensi n her whole family!!!
haha...
she realli did go back to find her parents get e key!!!
haha..



den we sang e bdae song for her right at her doorstep, jz as she stepped out of her car!!
haha
damn funny
cos we were jz toking abt how to say happi birthday to her when she arrive
so, without further ado, we jz sang e song
even though we din reslly prepare for it..
haha
so impromptu!!



in e end, we cooked e instant noodles dat we bought from ntuc
den had fishballs, chicken balls, meat balls n crabsticks added in
was fun..
den we watched harry potter on channel 5
den we started probing irene's love matters
cos her blog is damn interesting la
with guys wooing her
so e bunch of gers started asking n interrogating her!!!



den we cut e bdae cake, gave e present
e present i gt for her was a bag
dirty green in colour with light green boxes on e cover
itz was a velcro bag
den irene also made her own special present for wensi
it was a set of jewelry, necklace, ring, earrings (si doesn't have ear holes!), bracelet



itz fun n everything..
very cosy to hav a bdae dinner tgt
n yez was e 1st time after so long dat all e 9haz r present..
so happi
took a lot of stupid photos..
n esther insists on taking a photo where all of us r suppose to lie flat on e wall..
dunno y.. weird.. esp when itz super ugly..
haha..
oops, her bf was dere too!!!
n ser kept ordering him ard to take photo for us!!
haha..
den yan started teasing her if she were to bring her bf nxt time, esther's gonna do e same to her bf!!!
haha..



den itz was time to go.. so yan, mi, irene n her bro took 22 home
ser, wenting n jo took cab home (e simei pple)
esther, amos n lurong took wensi's car home, as si volunteered to drive them home..
wad a busy night for e bdae girl..



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Sunday, November 20, 2005

today, nth much to do..
except gg out with my 9haz 2gether to shop ard..
haha..



damn nice..
itz been a long time since i've done my shopping ard
except for some daily necessities @ e supermkt
damn pathetic..



today's a very special day for 1 of my beloved frens..
dunno how e day will turn out to b..
i hope itz fun!!!
cos im e co-organiser 2gether with irene, e bimbo la.
if e event turn out to b rather boring,
den i think i betta giv up on organising events anymore..
damn :(



niwae, i shall c how la~ hope itz nice..
boo hoo hoo :(



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Saturday, November 19, 2005

today damn busy la..
bt dunno y..
din feel tired at all.. haha :)



today went back home..
after i reached home, bathe
to my disgust, e bathroom is covered with algae on e edge of e room!!!
yucks..



so, without further ado, i scrubbed e bathroom floor of course!
haiz.. bother :(
den went on to vacumm n mop e floor..
den went on to bake cake for somebody special..
someone's turning 19 soon!!!
haha..
as old as mi!! *wicked*



den finally when i gt e time to settle down,
i ate my fav mee pok!
act itz fishball noodle with mee pok a e type of noodle..
e fishball noodle at e coffeeshop near my hse is super nice!!!
nxt time can come try
at blk 844 tampines st 82



niwae, been realli energetic today..
i think itz bcos i slack too much e days i had after my exams..
dats y today is e time dat i release all my potential energy..



had fun today, planning for things n discovering huge setbacks from e soon-to-b-19 person!!
damn shocked n funni..
i bet she din realise we're gg to celebrate with her on her special day,
so she tried to go on dates with other pple!!!
in e end, we had to change our plan..



haiz.. silly girl..
y would she think we would b deterred from celebrating her special day with her
jz bcos we're busy ourselves???
aren't we e bez of frens???



niwae, itz tv time!!!
dunno gt wad nice show
budden i hav SCV!!! fret not~ haha :p
finally can catch gd shows back at home..
woahaha.. TV sure adds life to my small little world
esp to a TV fanatic lyk mi..



oh!oh! e radio is showing e froggy prince sho's song!!
super nice!!!
dis coming wed 7pm is e finale!!
mz watch!!!



everytime i always din manage to catch e last episode of e dramas dat i watch..
EVERYTIME lorz..
bt lucky mi cos mediacorp always show e shows long after SCV had showed them..
n most of e time, SCV will show them again after some time, esp e hottest drama
haha.. yippee!!!
den papa will always scold mi for watching e same shows over n over again..
:p hehe..



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Thursday, November 17, 2005

today gt nth to do..
nv plan to go out..



jz read jol's email..
thinking of gg shopping for si's present
budden looks like nobody is free le..



n e worst thing is dat we havnt even confirm whether si's free on e day dat we planned to celebrate her bdae with her!!!
if she isn't free, all our efforts will b wasted cos she n e others r still schooling n gg thru e exams..
if we wanna meet another time, dere may b a big prob for all of us to find time..
haiz.. wonder how..
pooh's words: oh! bother..
hahaz



i think i hav no choice bt to go shopping alone baz.. since im e most kong xian..
rarely go shopping on myself..
usually i'll onli go shopping if i hav things to buy..
bt now, i hav no idea wad kind of present i wanna giv to si..
totally lost..
i hate to wander ALONE on e streets without any objective..
e whole idea seems to unattractive to mi..



haiz.. hav to try my luck n ask my cedar frens
cos some of them retake 'a' lvl papers..
mayb their exams had already ended..
now den i realise itz been a long time since i go out with my cedar classmates,
except once or twice during my 1 wk break n a few times for occasions like birthday n such..
i realli missed my cedar days..
cos we always walk on e streets with no obj de..



after sch always meet in town tgt..
roam e streets
or go toa payoh's kiddy palace --- sk n kj's beloved place..
hahaz
den hoiman n yy will keep complaining dat itz damn bored gg dere..
cos they dun like to play with e kids over dere!!
everytime go dere, everytime avoid kiddy palace.. lols



den dunno when our class 4O so united..
i rem gg out with oraphan n clara they all to town e day we gt our results..
super nice!
oh! n qianhui even treated mi n hoiman to swensons at crown prince hotel i think..
super duper nice!!! great frens!



den i also rem how e whole class studied tgt like hell outside e hall b4 exams..
den gg to joann's hse to revise tgt..
n lots n lotsa memories!!
i realli missed them a lot!!!



bt right now, oraphan is studying in US uni.. she went dere after our 'o's le..
den e rez also dunno went where le..
bt at least we'll hav bbq at jas' condo anually..
*sweet* always staying in touch..



NTU's life realli sucks la!
always so lonely..
chuiyi taught mi to find some frens to plan e timetable tgt for nxt sem
so we won't b so lonely again..
i already asked kailing
bt she hasn't reply..
niwae.. i hav to grow up, b independent, n learn to live with loneliness..
dats wad adulthood shld b, in my opinion..
bt dere's always a voice inside mi dat cries n say, "I don't want this!"
haiz..
no matter how much i wished dis isn't true, i mz come to terms with it..
*sad* :(



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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

today is e 1st day of my hols..
dunno wad to do yet..



jz talked to wensi on msn..
n she intro mi to take over her senior's job as a tuition teacher
cos her senior gg overseas to study for 6 mth..
her senior's frm RJ lorz.. chao diao..
i bet she gg dere for exchange prog.. super li hai!
wonder y some pple r so smart
can cope with work n studies..
n dat senior teaches tuition for 2-3 students lorz!
superwoman. :(



niwae, i jz gt to noe dat mama contracted rheumatoid arthritis
e doc says sth wrong with her blood
said sth abt her white blood cells being too active
normal pple: white blood cells onli active when viruses r in e blood
mama: white blood cells working even if derez no viruses in blood



so eventually, e joints on e fingers n legs r affected most
followed my sore cornea of the eye, which then becomes thinner
if no treatment is taken, e cornea will tear, jz like mama



i think nxt time i'll b like dat too ba
cos itz all in e blood..
scary..
den e doc says derez no cure yet
cos they havnt found e underlying reasons for such disease..
brr..



niwae.. at least i noe gt such things..
1 day if my white blood cells suddenly bcome overtly active,
i can quickly go c doc..
my mama's cornea tore cos we lack of e info of such ilness
if nt, we could hav prevented it..
den she wouldnt b so depressed now..



hence, i conclude dat taking care of ur lifestyle n stuff isnt gg to help
cos itz all in ur genes n hormones n everything..
u cant prevent it frm happening if itz hereditary..
yupz yupz..



niwae, jz signed up for taking cash-surveys thingy online..
nt sure whether it's true..
budden already sign up
so mz c if im lucky cos it mayb a scam..
budden gt a lot of terms n conditions
cos mz sign up on other websites other dan e website dat ive to pay..



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Monday, November 14, 2005

today is my 2nd last paper!!!
yippee!
i still have around 20hrs more to go b4 my whole exam end
super gd!!
bt i havnt study for econs..



today damn funni la!
keep flipping e notes to find the right thing to copy..
dunno whether correct or not
dunno whether my ans is adequate or sufficient or not..
haiz.
so many question marks..




wensi's bdae coming soon..
dunno wad to get for her..
cos i think she gt everything dat she wan le ba..
camera, books, comics, everything!!!
she gt e life dat i wanna live lorz!
so smart, such a great leader, always hav time for new hair colour n cut
dis reminds mi of her hairdresser
super dun like him cos he always nag n nag n nag
den he'll suddenly talk to other pple, ignoring u when he's still cutting hair for ya
budden, i have to say, his skills r great
cos he can literally pt out wads wrong with ur hair
budden not like yan's hairdresser who jz wan to induce her to buy their haircare pdts la. lol




niwae, i still havnt plan how to spend my hols..
con't eating, slping, watching tv, slacking
or wad..
dunno gt wad other choice..
haha.
cos all i eva do is all these.. *box




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Friday, November 11, 2005

today i saw dis e-mail abt nokia phones
super koo!
can go c



nokia phone




niwae... today din feel like studying...
although mon gt biz law exam
haiz..
wth..
dunno wads wrong with mi



feeling super lethargic
haiz..
now dat im 60% through my exams...
i realli hope my hols r here right now.
dun feel like gg to exam halls le..



niwae, can anybody tell mi when will we noe our results?
n when does our sch reopens nxt yr?
i mean i wan to noe e exact date..

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

i took e psy paper today..
damn diff
they change e format
40% MCQ, 60% essay qn



1 essay qn ask abt the controversy of DID
dissociative identity disorder
dunno wad it is..
nv do dat qn
haha..



almost dieded..
cos too cold & my brain is severly damaged..
luckily i manage to study human devt & e brain dis morning
they came out lorz!!!
lucky mi!



i jz hope i won't score so badly as compared to my previous psy test
onli 37/60
n i guessed correctly most of the ans lorz!
diaoz..



tmr's IT le...
after tmr im 60% through e whole exam le..
hurray!
mz study now..



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Tuesday, November 08, 2005

tmr's psy exam le...
damn shitty
cos can't realli remember wad i've studied
worse..
still hav a lot of things to study



dun think i'll survive dis ordeal
budden itz onli my GE
if i can get C or betta den mayb will minor it



the following day is IT
made notes for it le
hav more confidence for my IT



budden following mon & tue is biz law & econs
havnt study yet
after IT exam onli gt 3 more days for mi to study for e 2 core
damn diff



sat gg to tampines to study with chuiyi on econs
she wanted mi to teach her econs!
damn funny
my econs damn lousy n she dares to seek guidance from mi...
both of us nv even study econs b4!
cant help it
mz get professional help from wensi
onli she can help us man!
budden she nt free i think...
haiz..



sun grandma bdae
mz come to boon lay to celebrate
dat means i onli hav 2 days to study for 2 core
dieded..



dis is called depressive realism
meaning 1 can see e world accurately n nt b too optimistic abt the world
haha...
wth.



niwae, gd luck for mi tmr ba...
itz an afternoon paper
still gt time to revise 1 last time b4 i go n die
haha...



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Monday, November 07, 2005

today is damn sick la...
act i've been sick for 3 days le
yez's e worse
my nose is running away again...
dunno y i mz b sick at dis pt of time..
been slping n resting n sneezing n coughing la


haiz..
such a lousy day
dun really hav e mood to study
jz feel like slping


sb pls save mi la..
quite apprehensive abt psy paper
nv realli study n memorise
plan to study dese few days
budden my body doesnt wanna listen to mi


haiz...
after psy paper is IT
havnt study too
dieded!!!
arg...


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Friday, November 04, 2005

today i had mkting paper in e morning...
damn shitty cos realli dunno how to ans
i spent most of my time staring into blank space


haha... den b4 i knew what was happening,
my time is almost up
too bad.
gotta speed up my thinking process


den derez dis thing abt adidas advertising
dunno wad e hell i shld write man
ask u to critically comment
dunno how...
hehe


den mz giv examples
nv give
mz draw model
nv draw, bt onli name it


dis time realli dieded...
can onli look forward


dear serena still sae can get A for other subj
haha
damn funni la!


i onli hope i can get D
which is enough for mi to be happi..


crazy serena..
budden she's mugging for her psy now


i think my psy also die..
onli made notes for 7 chap
n i havnt realli concentrate on memorising them
dieded


niwae, nw mz cont mugging although i dun hav e mind to focus
realli looking forward to watch froggy prince on channel u
den can watch guess guess guess after dat
im a TV fanatic! haha
i think onli funny shows can lighten up my spirits right now
after a battle lost dis morning..


50min to go for my show..
suddenly feel quite hungry..
go eat some snacks b4 my TV time ba..


dun think i'll mug today..
tmr ba..
haiz..
lazy piggy's thinking..
dats mi. haha


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Wednesday, November 02, 2005

dis is damn shitty la!
i was out studying with frens in e afternoon la..
den we decide to take a walk ard.. since we gt bored of studying..


everything was fine when we've decided to leave e place
every1 was too tired n we carried books n notes to study lorz
so our luggage was damn big n bulky la!


den my stupid fren decided to take a cab
cos e parents rush her to go home
n we shared e cab of course


dis is e beginning of my worst nightmare!!!
as we gt too many things to carry, i accidentally left my book behind!!!
so shitty!!!


din realise when i gt home
cos itz realli damn a lot of things to carry
notes + things bought from shopping trip..


exam's on dis fri n i havnt finish revising..
dieded!!!
hv to borrow from frens le..
today's realli a lousy day
add on to my irritation for exams!!


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today's so sian...
dun feel like studying at all
exam's dis fri.
haiz.
dieded...


feel like gg out for a walk
chat with frens & play together


how i wish i can live life like dat everyday!
dunno how e others r living..
hope they're nt as miserable as mi right now..


realli dun understand y mz we b tested after studying for onli 3 mth!
r they crazy?
if i hav e chance,
i'll go question my dean!!!
nw, still dunno hu my dean is
if i get e chance to c him, i'll strangle him to death man!


nw, im feeling quite relaxed now la.
haha.
shit.
dis is e case of immediate reinforcement & delayed punishment
dis is wad i studied for my psy
immediate reinforcement = relaxed
delayed punishment = bad grades


woahahah..
if i can reproduce such application i my exam
i sure pass man!


nw, now mz study mkting..
l8r mayb gg out with frens to study ba.
dunno whether will work or not.
i think most of e time i'll be slacking ba
haha.
dats mi!!!


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