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Monday, January 30, 2006

yez had a frightening experience..
my eyes were bleeding
den immediately went sgh a&e



cos i hav my sore eyes for too long le
den it started to grow tissues under my eyelid
forming a membrane
haha
den e membrane keep rubbing against my eyeball
so i'll bled
scared e hell out of mi man!
i woke up from my afternoon nap
n dere i was in front of e mirror,
watching my blood dripping out from my eyes
literally dripping lorz!!!
cos i gt yawn too ma
den itz blood + tears
haha...



so went a&e n e doc scraped off my membrane
today better le
no more sore eyes
i think itz due to e rubbing of e membrane dats y i still tot my sore eyes havnt recovered
haha
den i still keep on applying eye drops for e sore eyes
haha
silly mi
now mz wait for 2-3 days b4 my vision will become clear again



dis thurs mz go back snec for checkup
most prob they'll scrape my membrane off again
cos e doc says my right eye also hav, when it has recovered le..



yupz yupz..



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I love my world:D
1:49 PM


Saturday, January 28, 2006

today damn bloody hell...
quarreled with mama
cos i realli cant stand it le..



been doing hsework e whole day
at grandma's hse
den come back at home
hav to do hse work again!!!



mama's precious son played for e whole day
din even return home yez night
n mi?!
slogginf myself for e family with all e hsehold chores
realli cant stand it no more..



den i broke down
cried lyk hell



realli frustrating
itz not as if im her onli child!!!
y am i always e one giving in to her?



she jz cant understand!
of i were doing things for my own children,
i would definitely hav no regrets or xomplaints
bt im not!
im onli an elder sister
elder sis doesnt mean i hav to bcome lyk my mother
work until late at night den still mz wash clothes n do hsework



anyway, work to her is strenuous n time consuming
so are my studies!
she jz doesnt wanna accept e fact dat edu system has changed!!
work doesnt jz end dere when e lesson is over
derez still homework to do n projects to complete



in her eyes, she can onli see her pain n tiredness
she jz refuse to see dat others r suffering
dat others also hav their own pain n agonies



can some pls talk some sense into my mother???



now i relise dat my whole blog is all abt her
her n e roblems n e mental stress dat she's given me EVERYDAY
realli hated it



dun wanna live lyk dis anymore
a new yr is coming
n my 1st n greatest resolution is: Move out when i hav e capability
prob when i graduate



realli dun wanna live lyk a free maid
wadeva i've done is not recognised
derez no gratitude or wadsoeva
all i get was mental stress



stress



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I love my world:D
10:13 PM


Thursday, January 26, 2006

today damn busy n tireing for my eyes
1st day in sch after so long...
realli pei fu myself
cos cant see anything at all!!!
bt i still managed to get to sch
luckily gt sb at my hse's bus stop gg to sch too



so in end got to sch early to print notes
cos damn long time nv go sch
missing many many lec n lec notes
haiz



bt quite fun cos slping most of e times
hehe
slacker
den dis weekend is a long wkend
super great!



den yez a buyer contacted mi to buy my osy book from mi!!!
yippee!!!
tmr meeting her haha..
finally i can sell off all my books
happy



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I love my world:D
3:46 PM


Tuesday, January 24, 2006

jz came back from e doc's
vision blurring!!!
n pain!!! cant slp at all...
haha



cant reali see properly
e doc says my sore eyes recovering
she commented on e eye drops dat i was using, issued by SNEC
said they were too strong
mayb dats e cause of my pain n blurring of my vision
gave me another type of eye drops
milder, so less pain



e snec's eye drops r damn painful la
so now quite okie..
a bit pain onli..
2 days mc again..
all in all i hav 6 days of mc ever since last sat
when i 1st discovered i hav sore eyes



proper name for sore eyes = conjunctiva
haha...



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I love my world:D
11:02 AM


Monday, January 23, 2006

haiz.. eye sight getting worse
dis morning i found some small little things
lyk bubbles lyk dat
on my right eye




make my eyesight damn blur
think my left eye gg to b e same soon ba
bt not as worse as my RE.. found similar bubbles ard e black black thingy onli..
nt covering e pupil



din turn up for psy tut today
onli went for lec in e morning
damn sian la
e lecturer, chay sth
peiwen din come cos she gt fever
haiz
if she come i'll def go for tut, even if my eyesight is damn poor



im gg blind soon!!!
haha..
haiz
no mc
tmr die die mz go for accounting tut
marina lee, my tutor
super auntie type
haiz
no mc = mz come for lesson
sad :(



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I love my world:D
5:59 PM


Friday, January 20, 2006

today damn idiotic la..
eyes so pain!!!
itz been like dat since yez
bt dis morning, it jz gt worse



budden i hav mc, jz dat i wanna go for accounting lec to copy notes
n pass things to my fren during lec
haiz..
quite lame la e lec
nth much
jz very funny video clips



den afternoon went to snec, spore nat eye centre
e doc said nowadays, e viruses r damn fierce n strong la
so even normal sore eyes hav to take ard 1-2 wks to recover
++++ e pain! so dammit!



dunno when e pain will subsides.. haiz..
guess i'll hav to suffer for a few days more!!! yucks!



niwae, si's been realli busy with her smu's official opening..
today's e day!
finally for SMU! bt sad for si
cos she has to remain in sch until 10+
i dunno how long has it lasts
bt i noe she has been staying in sch until late at night dese few days



jia you! today's e end of all ur misery le!!!




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I love my world:D
5:57 PM


Wednesday, January 18, 2006

today is my last day of my mc..
quite sad le..
cos cant rest le..



niwae, my eyes still hurts
cos i mz apply e eye drops every 3 hr
n e eye drops r quite painful to apply



in e end, i tried v hard to study wadeva chapters dat i havnt touch
budden, my eyes r too painful n too tired to do so..
dotz..
haiz
tmr mz go sch for comm, den return home.. waste my time
niwae, today my printer's ink ran out n i gotta print my notes in sch tmr
so unlucky for mi
cos realli lotsa notes to print..



so bad luck!



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I love my world:D
6:09 PM


Monday, January 16, 2006

today my eyes r swollen n very red
cant go to sch
later gg to eye centre with papa
to see specialist
cos quite pain when i try touching it



bloody hell
mama gt sore eyes
den papa also gt it
den now itz me
actually meimei oso hav red eyes e last time
bt she wasnt dat serious
after she put some eye drops can le
bt me le?! body so weak..
no wonder



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I love my world:D
10:29 AM


Thursday, January 12, 2006

hey hey..
yez jz had a realli tough time of my week
cos lesson starts earli in e morning at 830 til late in e evening at 630
dotz..



den my stats tutor's from china la!
n she's super fast..
teaching us how to make histogram, cross tabulation n things
haha..
den e whole lesson is lyk asking my neighbours 'what did she say?'
haha..
total mess



den changed my ob class to b with my fren
e tutor also v nice!
v motherly... though he's a guy
haha..
some assoc prof guy..
damn lihai la!



den dis morning met my accounting tutor
super motherly oso..
n she v funny la..
always toking those unexpected things..
den we always gt a surprise from her n e whole class jz started laughing



so!
overall, 2nd week was nice..



oh! n when my fren n i were leaving for can A,
we were stopped by some guy who's promoting travel fair
cos my fren super tall (1.81m), so he was stopped
so lucky!
den we're suppose to b filmed, being given a brochure by s cute guy
haha..
realli!!! e guy's damn cute! n he skates very well
they're moving ard on roller blades
cool~



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I love my world:D
1:52 PM


Tuesday, January 10, 2006

selamat hari raya haji!!!
today's hols
bt too bad.. been raining all day..



dampens my mood le..
no mood to study n do hw
jz feel lyk slacking ard..



1st week is thru
bt worst has yet to come.. haha
e amt of hw is terrible



until now i still dunno how to do my stats tut
cos cant find 'Data Analysis' option in my excel sheet..
dotz..
wonder how im gg to discuss tut qn tmr..
dieded.



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I love my world:D
3:11 PM


Saturday, January 07, 2006

woahaha.. today is a super tiring day!!!
morning woke up at 750
den wash up n went to teach tuition..



den come bck to tampines
vacumm n mop e floor
den did my laundry



n most impt of all!!!
watch tv! haha..



budden, it seems lyk sat gd prog onli comes on after 10..
so gave up
n did my ab114 assignment
abt some memo writing thingy..



wad a wonderful day!!!
ps: y does it sound so familiar??? :p



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I love my world:D
10:43 PM


Thursday, January 05, 2006

hehe.. today went for ab114 sem
realli lost le..
CL7 = comm lab 7 = far far away from e door to FAL..
dotz..
walk until lyk hell to dere la..
esp when im late dis morning



e bus uncle la!
still gt lotsa space for mi
but he din stop!
mayb he tot dose uncle n auntie beside mi (who r flagging for e bus behind 199) r gg to board e bus with mi..
dotz



luckily e lecturer very funny
british woman, called koh i think
very nice!!
haha..



i think nxt wk after my tut class den decide if i wanna change my time table nt
cos itz realli idiotic la
tue lec, wed tut, with 3 hr break b4 e tut so dat we've time to complete e tut b4 class.
dotz dotz dotz
mz see if my classmates gd or nt.. hehe..
(not as if i can tell jz by looking) bt most of them same class as mi in 1st sem
so roughly can noe their gd or bad, oki or super competitive



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I love my world:D
2:53 PM


Wednesday, January 04, 2006

today i damn blur la..
went to e wrong classroom
e time table says S3
bt i mistook it for S4..
luckily still gt some goondoo same as mi
once they see sr 3, they come s4 le..
hehe..



den we even sit down dere n tok n chat la..
we even laugh at others, thinking dat they deliberately come late n everything..
budden
l8r my other classmates told us dat itz actually s3
so we hurry went to s3 sr3
itz at b3 somemore.. hav to take lift
so diff to find la! mz pass e staff office b4 we reach dere, safely



luckily today 1st lesson.. so e lecturer is quite slow
when we gt dere at 9+, he hasn't even started e lesson..
today damn diff la
wad caww or wadeva.. cant rem le
niwae, itz financial management
super diff
he tok lyk we noe everything..
everyone's confused bt din say anything..
haha..
typical of us! yeah!!~



wad a funny day..
tmr i ask kailing to meet mi outside s4
classroom at cl8, dunno where dat is
onli noe, itz at s4



die another day



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I love my world:D
1:49 PM


Tuesday, January 03, 2006

okie.. 1st of all.. today i saw my 1st lecturer of e week
for ab103 stats
my lecturer's an indian guy with a very strong indian accent
which sometimes i cant understand wad's he's toking abt
esp when im not listening carefully to wad he's saying..



luckily, derez a recorded version for e lec
so i guess i can pon e lec le ba..
budden, dun trust him cos he upload his lec notes so damn 'early' la
hav to hurry print it dis morning
or else, i'll hav to stare into blank space during his lec dis morning..



anyway, my lecturer's a doc!
dun play play
haha..
though he's from India, he'd managed to get a doctorate!
woah..
cant undermine his power seh..



wanna change my timetable bt dunno how to..
cant access STARs right now..
dotz..
cos tue gt his lec, wed evening gt his tut le..
i dun think i can make it la..
mz change it def
budden.. @$^%&^% can sb tell mi how to change my timing???



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I love my world:D
11:41 AM


today 1st day of sch..
dunno wad will happen
cos no lec to download..
dunno wth e lecturer's doing man!
haiz..
can onli go dere n see who he is n wad's he gg to do today for 2 hr..



sianz



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I love my world:D
7:29 AM


Monday, January 02, 2006

today went guanyin temple at bugis to pray
cos new yr ma
n i shun bian pray for my mama
so dat she can recover fast



in e end, e lot dat i had was a very good lot!
n it says dat mama will recover very soon
n everything will b well again :)



yeah!



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I love my world:D
7:15 PM


Sunday, January 01, 2006

yeah!!! today's new yr day!
1st day of '06..
realli hope itz a new yr n a new beginning..
for all of my frens, mi and my family.



itz been a tiring n rough yr
esp when itz my 1st sem in ntu, a new environment, new frens, new classmates, new edu system
super tiring but fun
cos i'll always hav time to go out w wensi..
thanks gal! for always being dere for mi
wun forget e times we had tgt
rem luge? or sth else? dunno how to spell le..
fun! nxt time mz go tgt again!!! hehe



niwae, realli hope e new yr ahead is adventurous, yet nt so tough to live..
hehe..
had enuff le..



n above all,
Happy New Year to all my frens, family n mi!!!



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I love my world:D
11:17 AM


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