Monday, January 30, 2006
yez had a frightening experience..my eyes were bleedingden immediately went sgh a&ecos i hav my sore eyes for too long leden it started to grow tissues under my eyelidforming a membranehahaden e membrane keep rubbing against my eyeballso i'll bledscared e hell out of mi man!i woke up from my afternoon napn dere i was in front of e mirror,watching my blood dripping out from my eyesliterally dripping lorz!!!cos i gt yawn too maden itz blood + tearshaha...so went a&e n e doc scraped off my membranetoday better leno more sore eyesi think itz due to e rubbing of e membrane dats y i still tot my sore eyes havnt recoveredhahaden i still keep on applying eye drops for e sore eyeshahasilly minow mz wait for 2-3 days b4 my vision will become clear againdis thurs mz go back snec for checkupmost prob they'll scrape my membrane off againcos e doc says my right eye also hav, when it has recovered le..yupz yupz..-end-
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1:49 PM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
today damn bloody hell...quarreled with mamacos i realli cant stand it le..been doing hsework e whole dayat grandma's hseden come back at homehav to do hse work again!!!mama's precious son played for e whole daydin even return home yez nightn mi?!slogginf myself for e family with all e hsehold choresrealli cant stand it no more..den i broke downcried lyk hellrealli frustratingitz not as if im her onli child!!!y am i always e one giving in to her?she jz cant understand!of i were doing things for my own children,i would definitely hav no regrets or xomplaintsbt im not!im onli an elder sisterelder sis doesnt mean i hav to bcome lyk my motherwork until late at night den still mz wash clothes n do hseworkanyway, work to her is strenuous n time consumingso are my studies!she jz doesnt wanna accept e fact dat edu system has changed!!work doesnt jz end dere when e lesson is overderez still homework to do n projects to completein her eyes, she can onli see her pain n tirednessshe jz refuse to see dat others r sufferingdat others also hav their own pain n agoniescan some pls talk some sense into my mother???now i relise dat my whole blog is all abt herher n e roblems n e mental stress dat she's given me EVERYDAYrealli hated itdun wanna live lyk dis anymorea new yr is coming n my 1st n greatest resolution is: Move out when i hav e capabilityprob when i graduaterealli dun wanna live lyk a free maidwadeva i've done is not recognisedderez no gratitude or wadsoevaall i get was mental stressstress-end-
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10:13 PM
Thursday, January 26, 2006
today damn busy n tireing for my eyes
1st day in sch after so long...
realli pei fu myself
cos cant see anything at all!!!
bt i still managed to get to sch
luckily gt sb at my hse's bus stop gg to sch too
so in end got to sch early to print notes
cos damn long time nv go sch
missing many many lec n lec notes
haiz
bt quite fun cos slping most of e times
hehe
slacker
den dis weekend is a long wkend
super great!
den yez a buyer contacted mi to buy my osy book from mi!!!
yippee!!!
tmr meeting her haha..
finally i can sell off all my books
happy
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3:46 PM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
jz came back from e doc'svision blurring!!!n pain!!! cant slp at all...hahacant reali see properlye doc says my sore eyes recoveringshe commented on e eye drops dat i was using, issued by SNECsaid they were too strongmayb dats e cause of my pain n blurring of my visiongave me another type of eye dropsmilder, so less paine snec's eye drops r damn painful laso now quite okie..a bit pain onli..2 days mc again..all in all i hav 6 days of mc ever since last satwhen i 1st discovered i hav sore eyesproper name for sore eyes = conjunctivahaha...-end-
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11:02 AM
Monday, January 23, 2006
haiz.. eye sight getting worse
dis morning i found some small little things
lyk bubbles lyk dat
on my right eye
make my eyesight damn blur
think my left eye gg to b e same soon ba
bt not as worse as my RE.. found similar bubbles ard e black black thingy onli..
nt covering e pupil
din turn up for psy tut today
onli went for lec in e morning
damn sian la
e lecturer, chay sth
peiwen din come cos she gt fever
haiz
if she come i'll def go for tut, even if my eyesight is damn poor
im gg blind soon!!!
haha..
haiz
no mc
tmr die die mz go for accounting tut
marina lee, my tutor
super auntie type
haiz
no mc = mz come for lesson
sad :(
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5:59 PM
Friday, January 20, 2006
today damn idiotic la..eyes so pain!!!itz been like dat since yezbt dis morning, it jz gt worsebudden i hav mc, jz dat i wanna go for accounting lec to copy notesn pass things to my fren during lechaiz..quite lame la e lecnth muchjz very funny video clipsden afternoon went to snec, spore nat eye centree doc said nowadays, e viruses r damn fierce n strong laso even normal sore eyes hav to take ard 1-2 wks to recover++++ e pain! so dammit!dunno when e pain will subsides.. haiz..guess i'll hav to suffer for a few days more!!! yucks!niwae, si's been realli busy with her smu's official opening..today's e day!finally for SMU! bt sad for sicos she has to remain in sch until 10+i dunno how long has it lastsbt i noe she has been staying in sch until late at night dese few daysjia you! today's e end of all ur misery le!!!-end-
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5:57 PM
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
today is my last day of my mc..
quite sad le..
cos cant rest le..
niwae, my eyes still hurts
cos i mz apply e eye drops every 3 hr
n e eye drops r quite painful to apply
in e end, i tried v hard to study wadeva chapters dat i havnt touch
budden, my eyes r too painful n too tired to do so..
dotz..
haiz
tmr mz go sch for comm, den return home.. waste my time
niwae, today my printer's ink ran out n i gotta print my notes in sch tmr
so unlucky for mi
cos realli lotsa notes to print..
so bad luck!
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6:09 PM
Monday, January 16, 2006
today my eyes r swollen n very red
cant go to sch
later gg to eye centre with papa
to see specialist
cos quite pain when i try touching it
bloody hell
mama gt sore eyes
den papa also gt it
den now itz me
actually meimei oso hav red eyes e last time
bt she wasnt dat serious
after she put some eye drops can le
bt me le?! body so weak..
no wonder
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10:29 AM
Thursday, January 12, 2006
hey hey..
yez jz had a realli tough time of my week
cos lesson starts earli in e morning at 830 til late in e evening at 630
dotz..
den my stats tutor's from china la!
n she's super fast..
teaching us how to make histogram, cross tabulation n things
haha..
den e whole lesson is lyk asking my neighbours 'what did she say?'
haha..
total mess
den changed my ob class to b with my fren
e tutor also v nice!
v motherly... though he's a guy
haha..
some assoc prof guy..
damn lihai la!
den dis morning met my accounting tutor
super motherly oso..
n she v funny la..
always toking those unexpected things..
den we always gt a surprise from her n e whole class jz started laughing
so!
overall, 2nd week was nice..
oh! n when my fren n i were leaving for can A,
we were stopped by some guy who's promoting travel fair
cos my fren super tall (1.81m), so he was stopped
so lucky!
den we're suppose to b filmed, being given a brochure by s cute guy
haha..
realli!!! e guy's damn cute! n he skates very well
they're moving ard on roller blades
cool~
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1:52 PM
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
selamat hari raya haji!!!today's holsbt too bad.. been raining all day..dampens my mood le..no mood to study n do hwjz feel lyk slacking ard..1st week is thrubt worst has yet to come.. hahae amt of hw is terribleuntil now i still dunno how to do my stats tutcos cant find 'Data Analysis' option in my excel sheet..dotz..wonder how im gg to discuss tut qn tmr..dieded.-end-
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3:11 PM
Saturday, January 07, 2006
woahaha.. today is a super tiring day!!!
morning woke up at 750
den wash up n went to teach tuition..
den come bck to tampines
vacumm n mop e floor
den did my laundry
n most impt of all!!!
watch tv! haha..
budden, it seems lyk sat gd prog onli comes on after 10..
so gave up
n did my ab114 assignment
abt some memo writing thingy..
wad a wonderful day!!!
ps: y does it sound so familiar??? :p
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10:43 PM
Thursday, January 05, 2006
hehe.. today went for ab114 semrealli lost le..CL7 = comm lab 7 = far far away from e door to FAL..dotz..walk until lyk hell to dere la..esp when im late dis morninge bus uncle la!still gt lotsa space for mibut he din stop!mayb he tot dose uncle n auntie beside mi (who r flagging for e bus behind 199) r gg to board e bus with mi..dotzluckily e lecturer very funnybritish woman, called koh i thinkvery nice!!haha..i think nxt wk after my tut class den decide if i wanna change my time table ntcos itz realli idiotic latue lec, wed tut, with 3 hr break b4 e tut so dat we've time to complete e tut b4 class.dotz dotz dotzmz see if my classmates gd or nt.. hehe..(not as if i can tell jz by looking) bt most of them same class as mi in 1st semso roughly can noe their gd or bad, oki or super competitive-end-
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2:53 PM
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
today i damn blur la..
went to e wrong classroom
e time table says S3
bt i mistook it for S4..
luckily still gt some goondoo same as mi
once they see sr 3, they come s4 le..
hehe..
den we even sit down dere n tok n chat la..
we even laugh at others, thinking dat they deliberately come late n everything..
budden
l8r my other classmates told us dat itz actually s3
so we hurry went to s3 sr3
itz at b3 somemore.. hav to take lift
so diff to find la! mz pass e staff office b4 we reach dere, safely
luckily today 1st lesson.. so e lecturer is quite slow
when we gt dere at 9+, he hasn't even started e lesson..
today damn diff la
wad caww or wadeva.. cant rem le
niwae, itz financial management
super diff
he tok lyk we noe everything..
everyone's confused bt din say anything..
haha..
typical of us! yeah!!~
wad a funny day..
tmr i ask kailing to meet mi outside s4
classroom at cl8, dunno where dat is
onli noe, itz at s4
die another day
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1:49 PM
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
okie.. 1st of all.. today i saw my 1st lecturer of e weekfor ab103 statsmy lecturer's an indian guy with a very strong indian accentwhich sometimes i cant understand wad's he's toking abtesp when im not listening carefully to wad he's saying..luckily, derez a recorded version for e lecso i guess i can pon e lec le ba..budden, dun trust him cos he upload his lec notes so damn 'early' lahav to hurry print it dis morningor else, i'll hav to stare into blank space during his lec dis morning..anyway, my lecturer's a doc!dun play playhaha..though he's from India, he'd managed to get a doctorate!woah..cant undermine his power seh..wanna change my timetable bt dunno how to..cant access STARs right now..dotz..cos tue gt his lec, wed evening gt his tut le..i dun think i can make it la..mz change it defbudden.. @$^%&^% can sb tell mi how to change my timing???-end-
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11:41 AM
today 1st day of sch..dunno wad will happencos no lec to download..dunno wth e lecturer's doing man!haiz..can onli go dere n see who he is n wad's he gg to do today for 2 hr..sianz-end-
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7:29 AM
Monday, January 02, 2006
today went guanyin temple at bugis to praycos new yr man i shun bian pray for my mamaso dat she can recover fastin e end, e lot dat i had was a very good lot!n it says dat mama will recover very soonn everything will b well again :)yeah!-end-
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7:15 PM
Sunday, January 01, 2006
yeah!!! today's new yr day!1st day of '06..realli hope itz a new yr n a new beginning..for all of my frens, mi and my family.itz been a tiring n rough yresp when itz my 1st sem in ntu, a new environment, new frens, new classmates, new edu systemsuper tiring but funcos i'll always hav time to go out w wensi..thanks gal! for always being dere for miwun forget e times we had tgt rem luge? or sth else? dunno how to spell le..fun! nxt time mz go tgt again!!! heheniwae, realli hope e new yr ahead is adventurous, yet nt so tough to live..hehe..had enuff le..n above all,Happy New Year to all my frens, family n mi!!!-end-
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11:17 AM