Thursday, November 17, 2005
today gt nth to do..
nv plan to go out..
jz read jol's email..
thinking of gg shopping for si's present
budden looks like nobody is free le..
n e worst thing is dat we havnt even confirm whether si's free on e day dat we planned to celebrate her bdae with her!!!
if she isn't free, all our efforts will b wasted cos she n e others r still schooling n gg thru e exams..
if we wanna meet another time, dere may b a big prob for all of us to find time..
haiz.. wonder how..
pooh's words: oh! bother..
hahaz
i think i hav no choice bt to go shopping alone baz.. since im e most kong xian..
rarely go shopping on myself..
usually i'll onli go shopping if i hav things to buy..
bt now, i hav no idea wad kind of present i wanna giv to si..
totally lost..
i hate to wander ALONE on e streets without any objective..
e whole idea seems to unattractive to mi..
haiz.. hav to try my luck n ask my cedar frens
cos some of them retake 'a' lvl papers..
mayb their exams had already ended..
now den i realise itz been a long time since i go out with my cedar classmates,
except once or twice during my 1 wk break n a few times for occasions like birthday n such..
i realli missed my cedar days..
cos we always walk on e streets with no obj de..
after sch always meet in town tgt..
roam e streets
or go toa payoh's kiddy palace --- sk n kj's beloved place..
hahaz
den hoiman n yy will keep complaining dat itz damn bored gg dere..
cos they dun like to play with e kids over dere!!
everytime go dere, everytime avoid kiddy palace.. lols
den dunno when our class 4O so united..
i rem gg out with oraphan n clara they all to town e day we gt our results..
super nice!
oh! n qianhui even treated mi n hoiman to swensons at crown prince hotel i think..
super duper nice!!! great frens!
den i also rem how e whole class studied tgt like hell outside e hall b4 exams..
den gg to joann's hse to revise tgt..
n lots n lotsa memories!!
i realli missed them a lot!!!
bt right now, oraphan is studying in US uni.. she went dere after our 'o's le..
den e rez also dunno went where le..
bt at least we'll hav bbq at jas' condo anually..
*sweet* always staying in touch..
NTU's life realli sucks la!
always so lonely..
chuiyi taught mi to find some frens to plan e timetable tgt for nxt sem
so we won't b so lonely again..
i already asked kailing
bt she hasn't reply..
niwae.. i hav to grow up, b independent, n learn to live with loneliness..
dats wad adulthood shld b, in my opinion..
bt dere's always a voice inside mi dat cries n say, "I don't want this!"
haiz..
no matter how much i wished dis isn't true, i mz come to terms with it..
*sad* :(
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I love my world:D
12:16 PM
