Wednesday, December 28, 2005
so angry with mama!
always living in her pathetic little small world..
told her not to worry for money matters
bt she jz
wont listen!!! dunno wad she's thinking abt..
den e same thing happens again
told her some of e medicine she consume has diff purpose
lyl panadol is for relieving her pain n some others is for reducing e soreness of her joints
been telling her since e 1 st day she went to see doc
till today she hasnt get it into her small little brain!!!
argggg
den told mi to keep quiet
cos she wants to talk my aunt into
'subsidising' her e some of e supplements dat was said to b very gd
aunt said e supplements were founded by sb who was a nobel prize winner
n e brand of medication was in e doc's safe list..
wadeva..
mama jz wanna try
bt she gt no money
so try to shut mi up cos im disturbing her
plan to get my aunt to pay for her!!!
so %&@#(*&(*&$#%$#%$#
hate my mama!!!
she made mi feel as if im reduced to a beggar
ya noe!!!
lyk we gt money to support our living lyk dat..
i noe our money is quite tight for us if her illness lasts for 1-2yrs
bt e doc says she onli needs 6 mth to recover..
n many others who had cornea transplant said e op was quite okie..
n SNEC had more dan 200 over cases in a yr for cornea transplant!!!
den wads dere to worry abt????
i mean her doc is a senior consultant
i bet she has so much experience dat wadeva time frame she said
lyk mama will recover in roughly abt 6 mths den it mz b somewhere dere ya noe..
bt mama jz won't listen!!!
itz seems lyk her brain is so saturated with all those stupid thoughts dat she created in her small little pathetic world dat she jz cant seem to get in wadeva we said
she jz cont to insist on her beliefs lyk itz bcause of her work n everything which is e real cause to her rheumatoid, not her own body
she jz keep on ranting dat her doc is not gd n dis n dat
BUT never herself, for nt paying attention to her abnormal symptoms lyk aching of her joints n legs
hate mama
for her obstinate character
for she doesnt listen to others
for she insists on her beliefs n not listen to e expertise
(i mean e docs spent so many yrs studying to get their degree, i certainly dun think mama's sec education is better dan their graduate education)
basically, i jz
HATE EVERYTHING ABT MY MOTHER!!!
i vow nv to b a mother lyk her!!
never n ever!!!
-end-
I love my world:D
7:14 PM
