Saturday, January 28, 2006
today damn bloody hell...quarreled with mamacos i realli cant stand it le..been doing hsework e whole dayat grandma's hseden come back at homehav to do hse work again!!!mama's precious son played for e whole daydin even return home yez nightn mi?!slogginf myself for e family with all e hsehold choresrealli cant stand it no more..den i broke downcried lyk hellrealli frustratingitz not as if im her onli child!!!y am i always e one giving in to her?she jz cant understand!of i were doing things for my own children,i would definitely hav no regrets or xomplaintsbt im not!im onli an elder sisterelder sis doesnt mean i hav to bcome lyk my motherwork until late at night den still mz wash clothes n do hseworkanyway, work to her is strenuous n time consumingso are my studies!she jz doesnt wanna accept e fact dat edu system has changed!!work doesnt jz end dere when e lesson is overderez still homework to do n projects to completein her eyes, she can onli see her pain n tirednessshe jz refuse to see dat others r sufferingdat others also hav their own pain n agoniescan some pls talk some sense into my mother???now i relise dat my whole blog is all abt herher n e roblems n e mental stress dat she's given me EVERYDAYrealli hated itdun wanna live lyk dis anymorea new yr is coming n my 1st n greatest resolution is: Move out when i hav e capabilityprob when i graduaterealli dun wanna live lyk a free maidwadeva i've done is not recognisedderez no gratitude or wadsoevaall i get was mental stressstress-end-
I love my world:D
10:13 PM
