Sunday, June 25, 2006
the last night been thinking abt everything.mayb i shld realli find some time to talk to kailing.abt how i shld communicate to her.i mean there mz be sth wrong with both of us.either my instructions were unclear or she realli has some super imaginative mind which makes her always assumes this n that.have to devise a plan abt how to communicate her.like how i usually will inform her of things that she need to do.think mz do like wad wensi advised.shouldnt let her cut into my words easilyor else i'll never get to bring my words across to her, smoothly, n without any ASSUMPTIONS.also, like esther said, try to bring the message across to her with a smile.think she finds my 'No' expression fierce n impatientso will give he less of that.budden, come to think of it,if i remained firm in finishing my words b4 letting her raise qns,def i can give her less of the 'No' expression,cos i believe after listening to the whole stoy b4 processing wad to ask would def reduce the no. of WRONG qns.den like dat also can make her feel less terrified of me.cos she has already finds me impatientso she doesnt feel the ease of asking me even when she's in doubtso always ASSUMES.will try to change.definitely.we're not onli gg to face each other at work, right now,we're also gg to be classmates in schn that would be another 2 yrs.after i graduate, may also be working tgt.n that will be many yrs down the road, thatwe're gg to spend our time tgt lor.hav to make sure we do not find each other unbearable.if not our friendship will not sustain for long.kailing's a v gd frenshe's funny, n v nice tempered.dats y when we talk things out, she said she understand the stress that im facing,esp when she cant learn new things fastn i hav so many stats to do.so she told me she has been bearing with me, esp when i keep giving her the 'No' look, which makes her feel afraid to ask me.if not she thinks we would quarrel everyday.after i heard that from her,iwas like... WOW.dinno i was so unbearable n she' so uncomfortable working with me.had to do sth fast.mayb on Mon, i promise.will talk things out with her, in as nice a tone as i can be.bless me.
I love my world:D
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